(for Klaus)
‘The sheer banality of everyday life drives anyone of the slightest sensitivity into the arms of drugs and booze.’ (John Keenan).
‘Academic prizes, prizes for virtue, decorations, all these inventions of the devil encourage hypocrisy, and freeze the spontaneous upsurge of a free heart.’ (Baudelaire).
Because I drink too much,
I do not qualify for a grant.
Because I drink too much.
Because I drink too much,
I’ll never taste success like you.
Because I drink too much.
Because I drink too much,
I cannot see the world like you.
Because I drink too much.
Because I drink too much,
I’ll never write a sober poem.
Because I drink too much.
Because I drink too much,
I’ll go on missing express trains.
Because I drink too much.
Because I drink too much,
I’ll miss the joy of a real career.
Because I drink too much.
Because I drink too much,
I’ll take too many risks and die.
Because I drink too much.
Because I drink too much,
I’ll always play the fool to much.
Because I drink too much.
Because I drink too much,
I’ll be an unprofessional poet.
Because I drink too much.
Because I drink too much,
I’ll never match your reputation.
Because I drink too much.
Because I drink too much,
I’ll float on waves of self destruction.
Because I drink too much.
Because I drink too much,
I’ll sing in all the world’s wrong places.
Because I drink too much.
Because I drink too much,
I’ll override the Party lines.
Because I drink too much.
Because I drink too much,
I’ll treasure all these drunken times.
Because I drink too much.
Because I drink too much,
I’ll dance on your Arts Council’s grave.
Because I drink too much.
KEITH ARMSTRONG
